I love this cartoon about waiting for the GCR: http://inteldinarchronicles.blogspot.co.nz/2017/03/we-are-hitch-hikers-on-money-train-one.html.
This analogy for the GCR journey is like pulling up a plant to see why it isn't growing faster. The train will get there when it does, and the plant will only grow if you leave it in the ground. All we can do is continue to be patient, knowing that all is well.
If you look for evidence that all is indeed well, you will see it everywhere. On the other hand, you don't have to look far to read tall tales of doom and gloom. As always it's your choice - which wolf will you feed?
Love, Light, Laughter and Joy, fellow Ground Crew members...
The best is in the Now.