Since I got my currency several years ago, my personal plans - apart from humanitarian projects - have swung wildly back and forth, often within one day...
'Will I build again?... No, I will stay here...Oh, but I love building...Yes, but this house is fine..etc etc.' I was going crazy. Recently I finally let go of the notion of building. It was the same with buying a car. Brand new, or not? Last year I bought a perfectly fine ten year old car which I will keep after GCR.
As GCR inches ever closer, my desire for material possessions has ebbed away to virtually nothing. Superstitiously I was going to wait until GCR to replace my old duvet cover. Instead I bought a new one last week, sale price. So GCR is not defining my life any more.
I am free!
Love, Light, Laughter and Joy, fellow Ground Crew members...
The best is in the Now.