Steve Beckow has perfectly summed up my own lifelong commitment to Ascension: http://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/10/05/282237/. Steve: 'I'm closing the back door, the escape hatch, the way out. There's no going back. I'm leaving no way out.'
I feel exactly the same way. From the moment I awoke spiritually 31 years ago, I knew I was on this journey for life. Since I learned about GCR/NESARA I have been following updates like a blood hound on a trail, like the zealous journalist I used to be (and still am albeit unpaid).
When I got sober 31 years ago, I made a pact with myself: drinking would never again be an option in this lifetime. So I symbolically put the drinking option behind a huge thick door which I concreted shut - forever. I still use this image today to remind myself of this lifelong commitment.
I get it, Steve!
Love, Light, Laughter and Joy, fellow Ground Crew members...
The best is in the Now.